I'm Baaaack!!!!

Goodness has it really been over 4 months? So much has happened.....

#1 I came back from mat leave to find out i didn't have a job
#2 The Lord provided me with a even better job,with better pay..Praise God!!!
#3 My little girl is now ONE YEAR OLD!!!! GASP...it can't be!!!
#4Katherine is in grade two....so mature growing up to fast for daddy and I


Hope all my blogging buds haven't given up on me.... I'm baaaaack

Way to Long

I can't beleive it has been over a month since I have blogged!!! Life has been very busy. Abigail is 8 months old,(yes I am shedding a tear!!!) I can't beleive my little girl is getting bigger and how fast 8 months has gone by. Katherine is 7 going on 14!!!! Honestly where has the time gone? Jason can't handle his little girls growing up so fast,I told him he has no idea. I am struggling with the thought of going back to work. Jason and I are praying ferverently that I will be able to work from home,the Lord is again teaching me about FAITH!!!! I have to stand in the knowledge that HE knows the desire of my heart and what's best for our family!! I am definetly being stretched. Please pray for me,my blogging buddies!!!

To Bring Honour

This might seem cheesy to some and I'm not trying to brag I just wanted to take a moment to honour my husband. Jason is my other half,literaly. When I'm anxious he calms me dowm,when I'm sad he makes me laugh,when I'm having a bad day he tells me I'm beautiful!!! He cooks me dinners on his days off and helps out with the girls. He daily does little things to make me feel special,and I want him to know it does not go unnoticed or unappreciated. It humbles me DEEPLY when I realize the risk he took in trusting and loving again but I'm blessed that he chose to do it with me!!!
I'm thankful for everyday with Jason and love him more today than yesterday!!!

"May the best days of our future,be the worst in our past."


I Love You Babe

It's been awhile

I haven't blogged in forever!!!! Partly because I have been really busy now that my little girl is 6 months old. It doesn't seem possible,she's growing right before my eyes!!!! I love being home with her and discovering the world with her. It's so neat to me that a ceiling fan or a light captures her full attention,or how joyful she gets when she sees me. I enjoy every aspect of being Abigail's mommmy.

Emotional

Today I am overcome with emotion. I wasn't even this bad when I was pregnant!!! {lol}
When I think about all the Lord has bestowed upon me I am without words,it seems all I can do is cry. I am so undeserving,yet he pours out his grace and mercy. He has given me a loving husband who treats me like a queen,I have a amazing extended family who are very supportive, honest and loving friends and last but certainly not least two wonderful,darling,beautiful girls, whom I get the pleasure of parenting and the joy of watching them blossom into young godly women. My heart is so full of love at this moment it feels like it could surely break!!! Thank You God for sending your SON so that I may be free to experience love

Gratitude

Yesterday I took advantage of the gorgeous weather,after Abigail woke up from her afternoon nap I strapped her in the stroller and off we went on a walk. I came to the conclusion that although sometimes I wished we lived in the city I enjoy being in the"boondocks" {as Hannah calls it} As I was walking along I was taking in all the sights,you see i took a road i hadn't been down before and I thought what a better time to do some exploring!!! It was so nice to be out in the sunshine with my little girl and the beautiful landscape my Lord had created!!! I found a path that lead to the river and it was the most beautiful picture I had ever seen. The river was crashing against the rocks and from where I was on this plateau I could see miles down the raging river. It sounds cheesy but I thought how cool that the Lord put this beautiful spot practically in my backyard!!! At that moment I was so overcome with gratitude for all my Lord has given me!!!!

a simple lyric

I was driving today and listening to a song that really spoke to me. The lyric said "Just like a mother who cradles her baby,so the fathers grace falls on us". I thought that was a very unique way of describing how God gives us grace. I pictured myself cradling Abigail,how I love to stare in her eyes and shower her with kisses and hugs. It was awe inspiring to think that my heavenly father showers me with grace all the while holding me close. I also love that even as I am going about my day,thinking about all the errands I have to accomplish my father loves me enough to speak to me through a simple song lyric. Thank You Lord for loving me that much!!!

One Flaw in Women

One Flaw In Women

>Women have strengths that amaze men.
>They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
>but they hold happiness, love and joy.
>They smile when they want to scream.
>They sing when they want to cry.
>They cry when they are happy
>and laugh when they are nervous.
>They fight for what they believe in.
>They stand up to injustice.
>They don't take "no" for an answer
>when they believe there is a better solution.
>They go without so their family can have.
>They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
>They love unconditionally.
>They cry when their children excel
>and cheer when their friends get awards.
>They are happy when they hear about
>a birth or a wedding.
>Their hearts break when a friend dies.
>They grieve at the loss of a family member,
>yet they are strong when they
>think there is no strength left.
>They know that a hug and a kiss
>can heal a broken heart.
>Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
>They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
>to show how much they care about you.
>The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
>They bring joy, hope and love.
>They have the compassion and ideas.
>They give moral support to their
>family and friends.
>Women have vital things to say
>and everything to give.
>
> HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
>IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

harsh words equal apology

Jason has brought it to my attention that yesterday's blog was very harsh.
I agree with him. I had been chatting with two family members as of lately and they were really ticking me off,so my way to vent was to put my thoughts out there for the world to see. Hindsight is 20/20. I came off as rude and I feel an apology to my blogging buddies is needed,it was not directed at any of you personally. The Lord likes to keep me humble and this is just another learning experience. I'm thankful I have a honest husband who can give me loving critisism!!!

My Opinion

I am using my blog today to vent. It is not because of one specific incident,just a gathering of them.

*My purpose here is not to offend anyone,or come across as rude it's just my opinion and how I feel today.*

When I was pregnant with Abigail total strangers would see my bulging belly and think that it meant it was ok to offer unsolicited advice. Of course being the timid gal I was I would politely smile and nod. Of course I was naive enough to think that once I had Abby all would return to normal. Such was not the case!!! I have gotton ALOT of unwanted advice and glances as to how I choose to parent MY child.

For the record......

NO#1 Yes I do wake my child up to feed her,it's called a schedule
NO#2 No I do not feed her cereal yet
NO#3 Yes I do give her"tummy time" everyday
NO#4 Yes I do give her a soother at night

It comes down to this: Every child is unique,therefore what works for me may not work for you.Does that mean were both wrong? Of course not,God loved us enough to give us choice!!!! And in twenty years is it really going to matter that I gave Abigail a soother? No. What will matter is that Abigail knows that she was loved beyond measure!!!!!

Little Things

I had the loveliest day on Monday. My Hubbie has been working ALOT of overtime{29 days/nights in a row} to be exact!!! And I missed him very much,sometimes God gives you busy seasons and this was one for us. So Monday he was taking more overtime,or so I thought. About the time he would normally leave for work,Jason informed me he was taking the nite off!! YESSSSSSSSS!!!!! I was a bit excited {ha ha }He then told me that he had talked to my sister and dad and they were taking Abigail for the evening. The sweet guy had been planning this evening since the weekend!!!


He took me to dinner and a movie,which may I add was hilarious {if you get the chance go see Wild Hogs}Then we went to Starbucks and sat and talked,it was so nice
to reconnect and be a "couple" again!! However it was more then the diiner and movie it was the fact that we spend quality time together. It's very true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. My so thankful for the little things that the Lord gives me especially a nite out with my incredible husband!!!

I love you babe!!!!!!

Friends

I think it's so incredible,how the Lord created women to be relational beings!!
I enjoy spending time with my girlfriends laughing and sharing stories,especially since having Abigail it's so nice to talk to other moms and have some "me time". I'm blessed with a husband who knows how important it is to have "girl time"!!! I'm thankful to have such a close group of friends that I know will be there in a pinch!!!! Thank You to all my friends,I thank God for each one of you and the unique qualiities you bring to my life. Bless You All!!!

Ask and You Shall Receive!!!!!!

DAY 6: REFORMATION

If you pray and ask the Lord for guidance,be prepared for it. I did and was not ultimately excited about the answer I received. I really wanted to get involved with the "reformation gang" however was unsure of what to reform{so many choices ha ha } so i prayed and waited an the Lord.....Then came the answer.......



"Learn to step up and use the giftings I have given you" WHAT!!!!! You see my whole life I have ALWAYS been very passive for fear of hurting someones feelings even if it meant sacrificing my own. I know not exactly healthy. I have never liked confrontation,you could say I fear it.......Until now. So after some whining and crying and pleading to God about changing something different,{and of course you all know where that got me} My reformation is to step up and be assertive in every area of my life by knowing who I am in Christ and not to be fearful in that. Already in the last six days I have been challenged in that area,funny how God works!!! It is not easy, however I have a perfect teacher and friend who guides me daily. I know this will become a life changing habit and am filled with excitement to see what happens in the next couple of weeks. It's also nice to know I'm not out there alone.
I am praying for all the "reformation gals" as we continue our journey!!!!!!

Motivation

Well I also had to check out Chery's new blog,and am very motivated to see a transformation in my life!!!! I will definetly be praying for God to reveal what that is.... So stay tuned I also will be praying for my friends who have commited to see change in their lives. It will be interesting to see what God can and will accomplish in the next 19 days!!!! May this be a time of refreshing for our spirits!!

Unexpected

I awoke to my sis-in-law{Amy} calling to tell me she had heard my name as a winner on UCB,then the phone rang and it was Al Baker telling me I was the winner for February's online contest!!! Cool, what a nice way to start of my day!!! Then I got Abigail up and we had breakfast, then to my sheer delight she rolled over, I was sooo excited {definetly first time parent syndrome]I was clapping and she was looking at me like I was nuts!!!! I can't believe how big she's getting. I am definetly enjoying every stage of her new little life!!! Today has been many unexpected but lovely blessings!!! Thank you Lord for the little things in life!!!

Parenting

There are no words to describe how I feel .....
Every morning I lay awake waiting to hear the faint cooing noises of my little girl,as I make my way to her I am so overwhelmed by the love i have for this little person whom I've only known for the last four months. And then I lean over her crib and she's smiling up at me with her blue eyes shining and that dimple like her daddy's and everything just falls into place. At that moment it hits me.... The love i feel for her is how my heavenly father feels about me,it's almost to much for me to wrap my mind around. Being a parent is the most treasured gift the Lord could give me,he loves me that much!!! I pray that both Jason and I will be examples to both Abby and Katherine of the fathers love and that we will raise them up to me mighty women of God. That is the prayer of my heart. May we never take our children for granted, being parent is a privelege NOT a right!!!!!!

Katherine and Abby,Daddy and I love you both very much!!!! You both are treasured gifts from above!!!!!

Sing With Joy!!!

"Shout with joy to God,all the earth!!!
Sing the glory of his name;make his praise glorious!!
Say to God how awesome our your deeds!!!
So great is your power,that your enemies cringe before you.
All the earth bows down to you;
they sing praise to you,
they sing praise to your name."
Psalm 66:1-4


Today I'm thankful for everything the Lord has bestowed upon myself and my family.
It's funny how sometimes we put God in a box limitng the work he wants to do in our lives all because our fatih level isn't where it needs to be. Today I am shouting to God and singing his praise!!! Thanks to the Martins and Mcfauls for helping a gal celebrate and for the lovely gifts!!! You truly are dear friends to both Jason and I We love you guys!!!!

Lil Sis

It was September 16 1987 when my baby sister made her entrance into this world an I became a "big sis" for the second time. It's funny as we were growing up we had little in common because of the age gap{7yrs}However as we both matured{well sort of!!} we have become the best of friends!!! It's nice to have someone who knows you,faults and all and still loves you. You were totally supportive and helpful during my wedding and with the birth of Abigail. I couldn't imagine those life events without you!!!! So this blog my dear sis is a tribute to you for being a constant in my life!!!

To My Valentine

Today as everyone is well aware is Valentines's Day, I am praying that on this day my friends and family are feeling loved and appreciated!!!! I am dedicating this blog to my valentine,my best friend,father of my child and loving and devoted husband!!!! Who made me a wonderful dinner before he left to go work all nite in the frigid cold. Thank You Jason for giving me something worth more than any rose or chocolate or sparkly trinket........ The gift of sacrifice and uncondtional love, I look forward to our years ahead.

May the best days of our past be the worst of our future !!!!!!!!!
Loving You Always!!!!!!!!

The Unthinkable!!!!!!!!!!!!

The impossible,unthinkable has happened. However before anybody panics maybe i should clarify. For me to tell this little tale u will have to use your imagination as this person does not want HIS identity revealed due to backlash. This person ALWAYS teased me about frequenting this high end "coffee shop". Everytime we would go to this "coffee shop" HE would try a different drink and everytime HE would not enjoy it. So he started to boycott this buisness and i was saddened because everyone of our friends enjoy this place and HE would have no part of it!!!!

That was until yesterday which started out like any other day however something happened that i was not prepared for ney not ever expecting to see. This "person" and I had a meeting with our friendly mortgage man and it just happened to be at the afore mentioned "coffee shop" so being the persistant gal ordered HIM my fav beverage and waited with baited breath knowing that the outcome would be like every other time or so i thought.........................
It"s hard to describe how it happened HE took a sip and at first said nothing in fact he sat thru the meeting remainng very quiet,it wasn't until we were in the mall that he leaned over and admitted...........................HE LOVED HIS DRINK!!!!!!! In fact before we left the mall HE asked me to ............ORDER HIM ANOTHER ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He confessed he was now a lover of the "coffee shop" and has now joined the bandwagon!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! For those of you who know this "person" it is truly miraculous that this has taken place. Now we can go there with our friends or to have a nite out. I never thought i would see it, and to think when i woke yesterday i thought it was going to be a boring monday!!!!

Another Week Begins!!!

Well another week come and gone it was pretty busy for me. We had our jr high valentines party and it went really super!!!! I know i"ve said it before but I love our "kids" Both Jay and I love being on leadership,especially working under the covering of such great people[ie Mark and Rhonda] And i'm excited to see where God is taking our "life group" although my husband refuses to call it that {ha ha } He still refers to it as "cell". Last nite the Lord really moved within our group and i know every week will be just as intense. I'm also glad Abby's fever is gone [i think she's teething},is that possible? She had all the classic symptoms. Anyways all is well with the Beaumonts!!!! Hope all my friends and family r doing well !!!!

Bran :]

In- Laws

I am one of the very few people in this world,who can truthfully say they enjoy there inlaws.
I know i can hear the skeptisim already however they are funny and unique,and i love it!!!!


We had some serious laughs tonite making memories that's what it's all about!!!!!!
It was fun. I truly enjoy my family and i hope they feel the same!!!!!

richly blessed

today i am overcome by how big my God is!!!! I am so thankful for my family and friends. last nite my jr high gals came over and we had a blast!!!! jason and i are so greatful to be pouring in to such amazing kids !!!! It was so nice to visit with andrew and vicki , jason is still shocked from the whole "musical loving ". however we can't wait to do dinner. Seven days and counting!!!!

anyways this new mom is enjoying this "blogging experience" my little cutie is having her nap so mommie is blogging away!!! Were having a bday party tonite eating lots of pizza!!!

im just so thankful for having a relationship with Christ!!!! And for reconnecting with old friends it's been a refreshing week

p.s. thanks to Rhonda for the email help [HA HA HA}

Happy Birthday Babe!!!!!

well here goes nothin........My first attempt in the "techno world" Vicki and Rhonda you better be proud of me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways today is Jay's bday and for his birthday he wanted a nite in with his "girls" so we have chinese and a movie!! Hopefully i'll be good at this "blogging thing"


stay tuned
Bran